Who the hell are you?: Where do you know me from?: Why do you want to be my friend?: Why should I add you back?: Favorite 5 things in the world?: Last but not least, post a picture. (no, I'm not vain. I just like to see who I'm typing to. This will not determine whether or not I will add you AT ALL.)
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Mood: accomplished Music: none
2007.01.30 21.41
New lj. You should all totally add me again. I'll miss you all if you don't. :(
I really want to hug this kid and make him my best friend.
Man, sadly, this kid reminds me of Rob on his off days on CS. @_@
2007.01.14 01.18
It's a good thing I have certain people to keep me sane. :P
Daylon's going to the movies on Sunday with Anna. How easily it is for him to forget me.
OMG.
But it's okay. Because, now that I have something to base the fact that he doesn't want/love me anymore on... I can do what I need to do, and just say fuck im'.
I tore all of the shit he gave me over the past year off of my wall and put it all in a shoe box I had that he gave me full of flowers. I was going to be a bitch and take it all back to him Tuesday. But... I'm actually a way better person than that. I've changed bunches.
Instead of hurting him and taking revenge like I WOULD have wanted to do, I find it a lot easier to take solace in the person I trust more than anything.
It seems like everyday, the more and more I talk to this certain person, the more and more I realize how wonderful this person is. How happy this person makes me. And even though I still love Daylon, and want to be with him, I can live through all of that bullshit, because I have said person to raise me up.
I love you. You know who you are. I love you so much. You have no idea.
In other news, Rob has YET to keep me from laughing my ass off. Our phone conversations are gold:
Rob: Oh SHIT. Me: What?!? Rob: Dude. Me: WHAT?!?! Rob: You know when you're on a website, and there's a small little icon of a picture, and you click it to make it bigger? Me: ... Yeah... Rob: Yeah, well... I thought it was one thing, but it was something else entirely. Me: What was it? Rob: A Japanese woman with half of her lingerie taken away so you can see her bottom and top parts. YES, that's how I explain those parts sometimes. Me: ..... Me: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! You're such a loser! I'm expecting you to at some point say, "Her no-no parts" instead!
So a LONG time ago I posted an entry saying the following:
Ask me to take a picture of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about - it can be anything from the house I live in to my favourite shoes. Leave your choice here as a comment, and I will reciprocate by taking the pictures and posting them as an LJ entry. That way you get to know a little bit about my life.
Unfortuately, right around that time I was still moving into my new home, and getting things situated. School was starting back. Then my computer was taken into the shop.
So... I'm going to do this again. Seeing as how I have 3 or 4 new friends, and am very bored indeed.
I already have a few requests... so just add more to the list, and I'll post the pictures tomorrow evening. ^_^
The requests that have already been made to me: 1. IndieRockPrncs - Hmmm. I want you to take a picture that contains the following together. Your favorite book, movie and your kitty on top of your favorite pair of shoes [nods] Yep. 2. Hellsangel66 - Your favorite pair of socks. 3. ithinkimturning - I want a picture of you with love in your eyes. I want a picture of you dancing to music that makes you feel powerful. I want a picture of you with what/who you love the most. More than anything. I want a picture of you singing. I want a picture of something that reminds you the most of me. Anything. 4. A_Purple_Dream - A picture of your room and outside your bedroom window. 5. radical_X_radio - inside your fridge! :] 6. knivesinbabies - Take one of your desk! 7. burningrob - take a photograph.... of where you want to be in life in 6 years. 8. ariel2010 - I always love to see pictures of pets. Also, a picture of a place you like to go to relax/be alone/think. 9. stimulate_X - Take a picture of.....your ceiling and walls. I have no clue why, of course. 10. Wonderkid - Your favorite food! 11. _vanityinblack - A picture of you taken at your weakest, and most strongest moment in the period of a day.
Mood: dirty Music: lipslikemorphine - killhannah
2006.10.15 21.25
ANOTHER HEAD HANGS LOWLY CHILD IS SLOWLY TAKEN. AND THE VIOLENCE CAUSED SUCH SILENCE WHO ARE WE MISTAKEN?
BUT YOU SEE, IT'S NOT ME, IT'S NOT MY FAMILY IN YOUR HEAD, IN YOUR HEAD THEY ARE FIGHTING WITH THEIR TANKS AND THEIR BOMBS AND THEIR BOMBS AND THEIR GUNS IN YOUR HEAD, IN YOUR HEAD, THEY ARE CRYING
IN YOUR HEAD, IN YOUR HEAD ZOMBIE, ZOMBIE, ZOMBIE HEY, HEY, HEY. WHAT'S IN YOUR HEAD. IN YOUR HEAD, ZOMBIE, ZOMBIE, ZOMBIE? HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY, OH.
ANOTHER MOTHER'S BREAKIN' HEART IS TAKING OVER WHEN THE VIOLENCE CAUSES SILENCE, WE MUST BE MISTAKEN.
IT'S THE SAME OLD THEME SINCE NINETEEN-SIXTEEN. IN YOUR HEAD, IN YOUR HEAD THEY'RE STILL FIGHTING, WITH THEIR TANKS AND THEIR BOMBS AND THEIR BOMBS AND THEIR GUNS IN YOUR HEAD, IN YOUR HEAD, THEY ARE DYING.
IN YOUR HEAD, IN YOUR HEAD, ZOMBIE, ZOMBIE, ZOMBIE, HEY HEY HEY. WHAT'S IN YOUR HEAD, IN YOUR HEAD ZOMBIE, ZOMBIE, ZOMBIE? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a.
WOW. It's been forever and a european man since I last updated this thing about my going-ons. I'll try to make it short because I know how hard it is to pay attention to a LOOONG update.
So... I've done alot recently. Went to Knoxville/Kentucky 2 weeks ago for a vacation. We went to the Knoxville zoo, and went to a cave place. It was pretty cool. I have pictures of that though. So... I'm not going to get much into it.
I'm still not able to drive my car yet, but I'll be able to soon. I have to send my title off, then go get my license and I'm done. I bought insurance the other day. It was $180. u.u But when I get it it will pwn. Because I've been walking to Daylons every morning. (It's like a mile) And it's winter now. So I freeze my ass off every morning. For him. Because I know it makes him feel special. So... yeah.
Honors chorus is coming up and Daylon and I payed $15 to audition. I've been working my ass off over it. He doesn't really seem to care. He doesn't take it very seriously. He makes jokes and shit @ practice when Mr. Johnson is trying to be serious. >.> Meh. What can ya do? -shrug-
I haven't been working much lately, but I still tend to be very busy during the week. I dunno why. I come home, clean, and eat. By the time I'm finished I'm exhausted and ready to sleep. It's odd. I never used to want to sleep, but now it comes so easily. Maybe my insomnia is gone?
Speaking of work, it's pretty good. I get ready in the morning dreading it, but by the time I'm there I'm pretty chilled and just hope it's over soon. I'm a trooper. There are 3 new guys. Chris, Alex and Jeremy. They're all pretty sweet. But Jeremy is my numba 1 favy. He's awesome. ^_^ They make me laugh bunches, and the day goes by hella fast when they're there.
Daylon and I went to the fair the other day. It was friggin awesome. We rode rides together, and he made me laugh TONS. Then we did Karaoke in front of a TON of people. Twas scary. But I need to get used to it I guess.
Daylon came over yesterday and we slept pretty much the entire time. It was awesome. It was so hot and fluffy. Weird. I never sleep soundly anymore. I love having him around. He's a riot. But he gets angry/easily hurt. That can get to be annoying. But I love him, so it's easily avoidable.
Today was gay. I had to get up hella early, and my mom bitched at me ALL morning over stupid shit. -smack- Then I get to work and Jeremy makes lame jokes until I feel great. The he leaves me there with Chris. Someone came into work today, and spit Skoal all over the rap station. It was disgusting. I had to clean it. Well, I didn't have to but I didn't want to leave it there for someone else to clean. I'm nice like that.
I FINALLY HAVE A CAR! It's a Honda Civic. It's super sweet. 4 doors, air conditioning, cd player. Great gas mileage. Woot.
Work is great, but very tiresome. Hence my never being online. I went to Kentucky this weekend. It was pretty cool. I have billiuons of pictures to post. And many stories. But no time tonight to update. But an update is coming soon. So.. be waiting.
Reply to this post and I give you a letter of the alphabet. Then you select 10 songs (preferably songs that you enjoy) that start with the letter given to you and post them in your journal(with these or similar instructions).
My letter: S
1. Seasons of love - Rent 2. She loves me not - Papa Roach 3. Shoots and Ladders - KoRn 4. Shut Me Up - Mindless Self Indulgence 5. Slap and tickle - Squeeze 6. Slide - Goo Goo Dolls 7. Slept So Long - Stuart Townsend 8. Skyscrapers - Immaculate Machine 9. She Blinded Me With Science - Thomas Dolby 10. Sanctus - John Rutter
I have a Job! FINALLY. I get paid 7 an hour @ Circuit City. After a few months I get moved on to the floor and I'm payed 8.50 an hour.
Daylon and I are great. He came over the other day and we talked our little pow-wow over. Discussions are nice when there's no yelling involved. We really are good for eachother. Sometimes we're just too blind to see that.
I love the boy. Am IN love with that boy.
Things are fine. Good Job. Good pay. Great boyfriend. School coming up soon.
I love life right now.
Mood: energetic
2006.07.25 20.37
Okay, so... Birthday list? I'll think I'll post it and then come back later and tell you guys if I got my wishes or not.
10. A cake. I especially LOVE this one. LOTR ALL THA WAY.
The thing I want most of all?
I want ^ that boy to come home and fill me with joy again I want him. Daylon Daylon Daylon.
He's all I've been able to think about for the past fucking week. Which is usually how it is, but it's been... major depression inducing.
Searching online I found there are some really creative people out there. Looky here! 1st one who figures out what this is and where it's from gets my undying love and admiration.
Aaaaaannnnd... I found Stephen's cake too!
W00t for Google pictures!
Mood: sore Music: none
2006.07.11 20.21
Hey, this is Daylon (Stefani's boyfriend).
I'm updating for her to tell you all that her computer is messed up, and she may not be on for a long time. She wont be able to comment, so please dont delete her.
She said she loves you all.
2006.07.09 23.44
So I saw Wesley today for the first time in forever. It was awesome.
Got up @ 11 and took a shower. He had called while I was in, and after talking to him, I realized he must have been lonely seeing as how he's been stalking me the past 2 months wanting to spend time.
Cleaned the kitchen. Left. Got there. Daylon shows up. ^_^ Watched Clone High and ate/played games. Had to leave at 8.'
Wesley drives me home. Almost runs us off the road. Get home, eat, internet.
Today was pretty good. I woke up with the sun shining in my face. Called Daylon and found out he had to work today. :(
I called Michael and he suggested coming over here, so I agreed and went outside to mow. He got here and he had brought me Mcdonalds. A kids meal. Double cheeseburger, fries, and Apple Juice. I FREAKED OUT. I LOVE Apple Juice. It had been SO long since someone bought me a Kids Meal. It was surreal. We sat in my room talking while I ate a few fries and messed around on my computer. After awhile I watched RENT and he left. It was pretty cool.
I have been meaning to clean my room all day, but haven't. It makes me angry. I'm starting right now and promising myself I WILL NOT DO ANYTHING ELSE UNTIL IT IS FINISHED.
Does anyone have the song Move Along - All American Rejects? I need that song, but Limewire WILL NOT DOWNLOAD IT.
I finally found the headphone that Daylon let me borrow, which makes me V.V happy. Yay for music.
Taken from bittersweetdoom
Pick one word from each pair that you think describes me the best and leave it in the comments. Then copy this and post it in your own journal (if you want to do so) to see how your friends view you.
*dominant or submissive *logical or intuitive *social or loner *kinky or vanilla *cute or sophisticated *kitten or puppy *warm flannel sheets or sleek satin *leader or follower *quiet or talkative *spontaneous or planned *teddy bear or porcelain doll *hiking or window shopping *tequila or vodka *top or bottom *bare foot or shoes *jeans or slacks *tender or rough *aware or dreamy *nerd or jock *brains or brawn *common sense or book smarts *pretty or sexy
sk4bo55: We. Need. To. Hang. Out. *** Auto-response sent to sk4bo55: Movie. AHOY sk4bo55: I. Don't. Have. Your. Number. Shteffi Love: I KNOWZ Shteffi Love: I GAVE IT TO YOU NUB Shteffi Love: 231-2278 Shteffi Love: my cell^ sk4bo55: NUH J00 Didn't! Shteffi Love: 683-8776 Shteffi Love: ^home Shteffi Love: I did! Shteffi Love: Last day of school sk4bo55: I've been trying to call your old number Shteffi Love: I put it in your jacket pocket sk4bo55: ... It's probably still in my jacket pocket then! Shteffi Love: awh. you've been trying to call me? Shteffi Love: ^_^ Shteffi Love: -hug- sk4bo55: Yus, yus I have sk4bo55: You havn't been trying to call /me/! Shteffi Love: Have sk4bo55: Lies Shteffi Love: Last time I did your sister said you weren't there, and that she didn't know when you would be back, but that she would tell you I called sk4bo55: I've like, only left the house once for thirty minutes sk4bo55: And I havn't seen your number on the caller ID, damns Shteffi Love: O YEAH?
Ask me to take a picture of any aspect of my life that you're interested in/curious about - it can be anything from the house I live in to my favourite shoes. Leave your choice here as a comment, and I will reciprocate by taking the pictures and posting them as an LJ entry. That way you get to know a little bit about my life.
Mood: blank
2006.06.16 01.29
Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, something directed at me, or anything else -- whatever's on your mind. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like.
1. name: 2. birthday: 3. place of residence: 4. what makes you happy: 5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last: 6. do you read my lj: 7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it: 8. an interesting fact about you: 9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment: 10. favourite place to be: 11. favourite lyric: 12. best time of the year: 13. best album of 2005: 14. how well do you know me?:
RECOMMEND 1. a film: 2. a book: 3. a band, a song and an album:
PLUS 1. one thing you like about me: 2. two things you like about yourself: 3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you. 4. POST A PIC OF YASELF
Mood: complacent Music: none
2006.03.20 19.57
Good Eats is the best show out right now. I think I'm in love with Alton Brown. He rocks my socks.
I fucking hate New Years. I have no idea why. Just...thinking back to how much shit has happened within the past year. Thinking about how I wasted another year here and I'm still nowhere near where I'd like to be.
Why does it hurt?
Last night was spent on the phone with the boyfriend watching South Park and rehearsing the play.
woman. not a prude. honest. driven. confident. independent.
constantly missunderstood. opinionated, yet open minded.
i don't define myself by who i am dating or who i am friends with.
stronger every day. i care too much.
you will probably be kissing my ass in a few months.
i hope you take a piece of me with you.
i'm going to take over the world.
mark my words.
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